You talk; some hear, some don’t. They have heard the words but not taken them in. There is no response. You shout. They turn around and ask: ‘What do you mean? You know they’ve heard you. You repeat the utterance so they don’t misunderstand. Later you start to talk again, but those people who listen rarely reply, you start walking around, flipping a hand up in the air as if you had nothing to say finally there is need for less shouting instead you stammer: ‘Just talking to myself’ shrugging your shoulders and flipping your hand in the air.